She couldn’t find herself
She couldn’t live her dreams
She couldn’t be who she wanted to be
And above all,
She couldn’t be who the humanity wanted her to be
She tried it every day again
But every time it hurt her more
She couldn’t let the old things go
But the world went on and on
Things were spinning in her mind
And it wouldn’t stop
When you take a road of life
There won’t be a way back
When you take a decision
It’s for ever token
You always have to take a road
because the time won’t stop for you
When her head was filled with thoughts
And she couldn’t find a way out
Just the blood could make her rest
Just her own blood, out of her own body
Cut with a sharpen knife or scissors
Token by the dark side of her mind
Her young pretty skin had to make place for deep red scars
In trance till the evil was done
Every time again
When she woke up out of her trance
She could just be mad and afraid
Cry and cry
Who was it
What was it
And above all
Why….