Afraid of the people and nervous for life.
I want to ditch this ride and dive for nothingness
In a big hole of emptyness, without any images
blank, numb and powerless
Loveless, hateless, never be scared
I look at photographs, and dream about becoming it
Without complications, reality and discomfort ness
i am stealing into lives, losing track of my own
Further down, and deeper, i slip away in my fantasies
no one sees it,
Slowly destroying and scarring and losing it
Wondering why no one can hear the screams