If you knew --- 25/03/2006 --- 19:54 uur
If you knew how I felt inside
Then you wish you’d have died
If you knew why my tears come like rain
You would know my pain
If you knew why I cut my arm
You’d know about self harm
If you knew why I do this
You too wanted a kiss
My God, nobody knows
Why I did the things I chose
If people knew how I wanted to die
Maybe they too started to cry
Understanding is a difficult word
It’s not at all you’ve heard
People simply say they understand
But they don’t give a helping hand
People just don’t see
Asking themselves “who is she?”
I alone know who I am
And all I can say is that I just don’t give a damn
Nobody near
Fuck, I wish I wasn’t here
Taking pills and cut my wrists
Punching myself with my fists
It’s just not worth it all
Just let me fall...