Memories fade
The coldness of the blade
Touches my skin
Killing the pain within
I won't be happy
It's just a fantasy
This has a dead end
As I walk through my land
Made inside my head
Inside I'm already dead
No one can reach me
Life is just a fantasy
Everything's a mess
And my loneliness
I can't push it away
So it's maybe meant to stay
Loneliness killed me
Happiness is just a fantasy
~ March 29, 2004 ~