your name is carved on my arm
for all the tears you cost , and all the harm
it;s carved so deep
i have bad dreams and i can't sleep
no , i don't blame you
i blame every god damned thing you do
you said you care
you told me you'll be there
i trusted you
you made me believe our friendship was true
but it's just a lie
i asked God a thousand times 'why?'
you where my reason for life
you where the 1 thing that kept me away from the knife
you had me
all this time , and you just didn't see
i opened my heart and gave you my soul
now you see me crawling , did you reach your goal?
i will die
i will cry
i will go insane
and still you will see me as the one to blame
the wounds will never heal
the pain is too real
nobody felt what i feel
but when i lye in my grave , what will you say
will you realize it's for you i go away
it's for you i fall in the arms of God
'cause heaven will give me what you did not
when you will see my dead body ,and the scar of your name
will it make you open your eyes and feel ashame?
will you still say it;s my fault
my death if the reward for all the lies you told
my bitter tears are sweet for you
my broken heart will be the motivation for everything you'll do
i opened my eyes , I'm not blind anymore
and when i walk through heaven's door
i will think about what you are to me
maybe I'll meet you in heaven , we'll see
so goodbye
for now
don't cry
I'll see you somehow