Another dream
Stuck in my mind
It’s about a girl, just like me
Who is searching, trying to find
A place to feel free
Where she can be her own self, no lies
Where she has control, and is not being watched
On what she’s doing, or what she tries
Because that is really frustrating for her
Last week they all wanted to know
What, why and how she was doing things
Why can’t they just let her go?!
Controlling every moment of the day
Where she is, what she’s doing and why
Just can’t handle that no more
She needs to be free, and she doesn’t want to lie
She need to leave this home
If she ever want to feel as herself
Because living here is as living a dream
Showing another person, the real one hiding in her shelf
Watching this girl in my sleep
Knowing she is just like me
Looking at myself, thought this dream
Makes me see the person I don’t want to be
But if I change who she is
It would be like I change the reflection I see
I should not hide from this girl
Because she is me
In an odd way though
She is pretending to be happy and smiles
But that is not how I feel inside
That’s not me, I’m showing different styles
And the real me, I will not find
Keeping up appearances while staying here
Need to do things my own way
Not having control is what I fear