I'm just standing here on my own
I don't know what to do
Just feeling really really bad
And that's because of you
I knew you were in love with me
I didn't know how deep
that night I got that rose from you
That night I didn't sleep
I said I liked you as a friend
please don't understand me wrong
And then I walked away from you
And I cried, really long
I felt so bad because of this
I thought I'd really hurt you now
when I came back I heard you've
said you'd drink till you'd fall down
I've never felt so guilty
As how I felt right there
I went with friends up to the parc
To be just somewhere else
I realized you're with us
That was not the worst jet
The fact you drank and smoked a lot
While you never used to do that
I could not see you doing this
Destroy yourself for me
I went with a friend for a walk because
this was not where I wanted to be
When I returned you were a drunk
completely out of control
you said you'd throw yourself into the lake
And then my eyes got full
I got myself out of hand
And couldn't stop the crying
But now I feel embarressed of it
Cause now I know you were lying
When someone came to me to say
that you were acting it
I got completely happy inside
that was the end of all the shit
And though you didn't confess a thing
I knew it was a fact
And when they said I didn't like it
You slowly stopped the act
The next day I went home to Holland
You said you were so sorry
But I didn't want to talk to you
I said I just had to hurry
I'm glad I didn't talk to you
But i'll see you again in a few days
I'm nervous but still angry at you
In more than a few ways
You cried when the bus leaved
I was glad to get away
but now I'll stop my poem
Cause I have nothing more to say
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