Heavily broken --- 16/04/2006 ---- 19:03 uur
This day started as all the others
Yet, there’s a feeling that smothers
I’m gasping for air
This is so unfair
Feelings I can’t say
Because they come out the wrong way
Everyone says I’m doing so well
But they don’t know that’s just my shell
Inside I’m broken
With all the words unspoken
I do what I need to do
But that doesn’t mean I want to
All I do, is everything I hate
I keep smiling, this smile I create
To be honest, I want to runaway
Where no one asks me what I have to do today
I’m afraid of rejection
People who send me in the wrong direction
I have to live with it
All I want is to love it a bit