i cry almost evry night
becouse of this wierd feeling inside
i hate myself in the end
i hate myself for what i am
i want to run away from me mind
but inley despair is what i then find
i want to be free
free of who i am free of me
i want to be happy
not sad al the time
but in my own head that would be a crime
my heart bleeds and cry's
my heart want to fly
fly away to hope and to luck
wil it ever do so
i dont know
i really hope so