my hands are shaking
I can't stop them
my smile keeps breaking
shattering in tears
I'm so demotivated
'cuz I never lied
it gets me so frustrated
that this is my life
Unwilling to proceed
with school 'nd all that
My priorities keep changing
it just feels so bad
I really never lied
when I said I'd be lost
I clearly haven't died
but it feels like..
frost. Desire,
torn apart.
memories. Laughter,
screaming by heart.
feelings, precious,
willing to lose.
dreams, so anxious
and still it's the truth
fck this.. =(