Worthless
Weak, I do not deserve to live
I fail, keep trying but it’s useless
And I have nothing to give

I want to die, I really do
I do love live, but I don’t love me
And that’s the person who I must live with
But also the one I don’t wanna be

What’s the use of living
If you hate the person you are
No matter how much I love the people surrounding
I want to run for myself, run so far

But I’m trapped, can’t escape myself
Forever burdened with the one they call me
How people could even want to help or love
Me, I don’t understand and I certainly cannot see

I wanna cut myself right now
Again ate too much, it’s useless to even try
Keep on deceiving myself, seem to have no control
Which I cannot stand, and once again I want to die

Keep on feeling this way
Ashamed, worthless, depressed and useless
No will to go on, not like this
My whole mind is one big mess

I’m broken, I would like to be able to cry
Cry, and scream, or have someone to hold me tight
So I can hang on, which I’m not able to do by myself
Just like I’m tired to continue to fight

So what if I make it this year
I won’t be around to see my future evolve
An education, or whatever, wouldn’t matter any more
Because my problems, I was not able to solve

I’m done here, useless girl, just living to die
Although I care about people around, I don’t care about me
I hate to be trapped inside myself
And I would so much like to finally be free

Hate myself, no use to anyone anymore
See no reason to stay here, causing pain all around
Making people worried, which they shouldn’t be
Not about me, my faith is bound