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Crying myself to sleep
Crying myself to sleep
Through my heart
it fell apart
upon the stars
I cry
and wish I was near
you are not here
what is wrong with me to love
those who cannot love me back
who cannot do that because
it would destroy
what they are
what i love
why does this feeling exists so
strong
in me
strangling my soul
like it never learned how to hug
why can't I see
that water falls down
and kills fish
that could not breath in
fire
your eyes are fire
did you know
yet cold
and blue
a blue fire
but they don't show
they don't show
you know
I smoke and drink
because nights are
not
welcoming me
the way I want you
to welcome me
this is strange
I undress
in the middle of the room
in the middle of a mountaintop
in the deepest sea
you are not here
I take up
a precious thing
because
I forget what to live for
when blood drops and
when I see my thighs
dripping with blood
I wonder
why you have such power upon me
that I can
see
your eyes so clear
but they aren't real and I don't know what to do
why care I
less and less
about what is happening
around me
happening
to me
Why can't I even taste
and smell
without feeling guilty
it hurts you
somehow it hurts you
and
a wind blows softly
a nice summer breeze
blowing
around
and through trees
and then I fall
I recall
a knife finds its way back home
I suddenly know
I'm not alone
I feel his arms soothing me
I smell him
an angel
a warrior
a time
that yet has to show
but his eyes...
never do
they never do
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Auteur:
TheDarkestSide
Gecontroleerd door:
Sunflower
Gepubliceerd op:
06 juli 2006
Thema's:
[Verslaving]
[Houden van]
[Eenzaamheid]