I lie on my bed
Where my head finally comes to rest
It is finally quiet in my head
Sound and movement around me are dead
An unbearable hunger makes my stomach ache
My throat is sore from an incredible thirst
Several lonesome fears make my heart break
Tears are slowly drying, but it is only a matter of time
Before the tears again burst
Misery is like an old friend that stops by from time to time
Moments of happiness in my life are precious and rare
Sometimes I feel like my life is not even worth a dime
As it seems it gets harder and harder for me to actually care
Mostly hope and dreams are all I got
Desperate for love, susceptible for illusions
Makes it hard to distinguish between what is real and what is not
I am living a life inbetween loneliness and confusion
I wander through my mind
Memories of the past make a smile on my face
Now I seem so immune, so blind
Living this life seems like a worthless chase