In Memoriam: ME

I was a lovely girl, loving and adorable.
I was a nice girl, happy, cheerful and kind.
I was a good girl, helpful, social and nice.

I was a hated girl, tormented, tortured and beaten.
I was a lonely girl, quiet, small and away.
I was a dead girl, silent, cold and weak.

I had a good life, one I worked for very hard.
I’ve had some problems, and I hated my past.
I haven’t lived long enough to forgive those I hate.
I haven’t lived long enough to quite forget what they did.

I was passionate about everything I did,
never neglected what I tried to start.
I saw inspiration in others,
I tried to live with all what was left of my heart.

I tried hard not to have regrets.
But like most of us I do.
I’ve made more than the occasional mistakes.
I was only human too.

Don’t get me wrong,
This is not a good-bye
It’s a reflection of what I saw and see
And the changes deep down inside of me


Yes, strangely, I will miss me too…