Attempted suicide.
Life is so dark as the night.
Everything goes the wrong way.
I feel the pain tingle through my body.
Now I hate this world!

The pain goes on and on and on..
I feel my heart slowly breaking.
I fall down on the floor and pray to the Lord.
I cry and beseech him to answer my prayer.
But there come no answer.

I am going crazy!
I am entirely off this world!

I wait, and try to see a small light.
But there is no light, no light in my life!

I grab a knife, and i'am start to think.
I think of the world around me.
How they live, without seeing me.
I ask my self a question,
Do they love me?

I don't love my self, why will they! Love me?
I look at the knife..
I ask my self a next question.
The question is, why?
Why a knife? Why now?
I know the answer already.
But I think that I'm afraid of it.

I bring the knife to my wrist.
And answer my question.
I want to be off this world.
I want to be death!

I go slowly, very slowly with the knife over my wrist.
My tears are falling down on the floor.
My wrist is bleeding.
I'm afraid and stop cut in my wrist.
I'm crying and screaming!
Why!? Why did I do this!? Why?

I look up, I look at the pictures on the wall.
The people on the pictures..
They are my friends!
Why did I don't think about them?
Why I'm so selfish?
I don't want to lose them!
They don't want to lose me!
They are my friends!

I close my eyes.
The last tears are falling down on my cheeks.
I wait for the next day,
The next day of my life.
And I fall in a deep sleep.