I’m holding stand for such a long time,
But two days ago, I couldn’t handle it anymore,
Something, someone was killing me inside,
There were in my head saying bad things, I couldn’t ignore!
The colour red is laying on the ground,
While voices keep saying, more! More! More!
I cry and yell that they have to stop! Stop!!!
But it keep coming this blood on the floor!
I don’t recognize myself,
The voices are taking control of me,
And I don’t know how to stop it!
Somebody any idea?
I’m losing the fight for such a long time,
But again it’s proven, I will never win!
Cause I’m nog strong enough,
And because this is only the begin…