dear miem...

so afraid to lose you in my life
i do care...
but you want to take a very deep dive

just can not do what you want
although it is difficult,
i do hope that you understand

in my head is seems i do not have the time to work anything through
it is too much...too much
everything keeps piling up, i don't know what to do...

i saw the pain in your eyes yesterday
it hurt me to see you like that, it felt it too
miem, i just can not be there that way.....

i cried for you, i cried soo much
wanted to comfort you, hug you
make you feel better with one touch

but that's the most difficult part
cause you are hurting because you love me...
and i wanted a friendship from the start

thank you for your honesty
and to be honest, i hope you will stay in my life...
that in your eyes the friendship you will see

cause i do care....i care.....
time will tell what we will share...