Broken!
(25-10-’06)

I don’t understand
Don’t you feel any pain
You just left us
When you’d run away

And for what
Here we sit with the mess you left behind
And for what
Now we have to pay for your crimes

You cannot call yourself a father
Even though you are
Because what you did
Is not respectable

You broke a promise to me
You broke a promise to those who died
You broke a promise to us
You said you would fight

For me, for us

And where are you now
Well I’m still here
You told me I was the weakest one
But now its clear

I’d pray for your sins
But I’m glad your gone
But still there’s pain within
And there is nothing left to go on

I made my wounds grow deep
In my heart and in my soul
But your memory will keep
Your burning soul

Even though I’d never trust you
Even though I’d never liked you
Still I feel the pain
Running through me

How could you do this
What did I do wrong
You punished me for nothing
And look at my scars

The blood is running from my wrist
No hope to see
All is so dark in me
There is no word to keep

You’d broke me
And do you know
That you left me
Alone

You said you would be here
You said you would be there
When I needed you
But now you don’t care

But still I’m here
And you are gone
Just like snow
Disappear for the sun

But if you look back, then please remember:

It wasn’t me who’d run away
It wasn’t me who cried
It wasn’t me who’d broke us all
But it was me who died