You make me want to cry
you make me laugh

You make want to cry
you make me want to kiss you

You make me want to defend myself
You make me want to stay in your arms

You make me questions decisions I have made already
you make me want to hide away and wait till the storm blows over

You make me pray for help
you make me think about things that I've never thought about before

You make me hopeful that it is still possible
you make me want to take a decision I don't want to take

You make me feel worthless
you make me feel beautiful for a few seconds

I don't know what to do
and I don't know if the good things neutralize the bad things

So help me if you can
Because I am clueless.