confusing love feelings
I don't know what to do,
I can't hide my feelings for you
I can't say I don't love you anymore
because I really do..
I love you so much,
I don't want to leave you
But you're now not the only one anymore,
I met a guy..this time not you..
a guy where I just can't hide my feelings for him..
yes I know what you're thinking now..
It's just, you're just so serieus about everything
and not really living and thinking like an 16 year old boy.
You're acting like a parent..
and I'm just happy that I found myself again
after a long period of depressed feelings and thoughts..
that Í'm now really acting as my real person, who I am..
and not the other side of me
I'm living like a real 16 year old girl..
what's the most of the time hyper..
I'm missing that in you
I think that's why I'm confused right now
and
beginning to have feelings for another 'adult boy'