I'm writing without a plan
I still don't know what I can
I still feel so insecure
while my life isn't pure

I'm dying slowly while writing this
is it to late for one last kiss?

love conquered my heart once more
and I don't want to anymore
I just want you in my mind
but you are what I willl not find

my goodbye ment the end
you were my darling and a friend

looking indto a mirror to see
pain and weaknees set me free
I try to forget the time and fly
but without you I can't get high

I'm bounded to the ground
I feel your voice, it's sound

I feel the pain and regret
you were the best I ever had
but things just same to go this way
I really wanted to stay

but endless fights pushed me away
I wish I had anything to say

sorry seems so strong but actually it's not
I hope you know I never forgot
I'm still thinking about your smile
even after it's been a while

almost a year without you
I don't know how I came it trough

Dear darling, you were my love
my cliche angel from above
my love for ever and ever
don't wanna leave you, never

but I did, my biggest mistake
but al this months weren't fake

I loved you with all my heart and soul
you were to wy to make my whole
you were the one who made me me
you were the boy who could set me free

again I'll say goodbye
you'll never read my cry

you'll never feel my pain
'cause it's stuck in my brain
let me go, dear voive of hell
you're holding my silver bell...



again, my sweetest, I loved You so, I love you so much and I'll love you so much forever
plz believe me, could you forgive me?
goodnight, I'm greeting an endless nightmare
cursed by one silly prayer