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you felt it all the time
it didn't feel right
you didn't want to die
but you've lost that fight...
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I said you were gonna make it
I'm sorry for walking away
if only I knew what I know today
I would take my change and say
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"thank you for all you have done
thank you for staying strong
I love you and forgive everything"
altough your behaviour was wrong
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but I understand it all
if I just had one more day
"I'm sorry for blaming you"
is what I will say
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are you proud of me
I miss you so much dad
would you call me if you can
I just wish you could come back...