“awakening” vrijdag 22-12-06

Suddenly I am revived

From the dream I called my life

The mask is being pulverised

And my heart stings like a knife

Suddenly it all seems so simple

Suddenly it is all clear to me

The reason that I can’t stop loving you

Is because we really were ment to be

There were kisses, there were laughs

There were signs from the moment we begun

We could be apart for years

We still found each other back, we are one!

The relationship I am now in

Is nothing but a shell

It makes me look happy with things

But inside I feel so unwell

And now I realize, now I surrender

Now I give in to my heart

I will tell him how I feel

What I ment to do from the start

Sleepless nights since we last met

Days go by without a bite

I’m feeling sick to my stomach

But my goal I keep in sight

After five years of pushing down

I am now shouting out loud

All this time I’ve loved you so

And it’s time we worked this out!

*~~ Black Sun ~~*