My story

Let me tell you something about a boy I used to love
I alway’s thought he was an angel from above
We used to be together
anytime
anywhere
Where ever I was
he was there
We joked
we laughed
We talked
We cried
We never pushed each other to the side

I’m still thinking about our first kiss
It was so sweet
so warm
with much tenderness
On that moment
my life was so complete
you could feel the heartbeat
in my throat
in my stomach
It’s just like you're feeling sick
but in a positive way
so positive
that you hope that this feeling will stay
forever
but that can’t be
never

That’s what I think
because this angel has flown away
and I’m still praying for a better day
I don’t know why
because he hurt me bad
When I keep thinking about that
that shit really makes me sad

I still love him
I really do
But I’m wondering
if he still loves me too
I wonder if he ever loved me
But that’s something I will never know
because people can lie
and people can make you cry
maybe I don’t want to know

You know what
I miss him terribly
but it can’t be
that an angel can turn into a sucker
a fucker
who used you for your pussy
who made love with you
smoothly
deeply
and keeps saying that he loves you
and you think he really do

I’m feeling so stupid
I wasted my time for this
I feel so dirty
so used
I’m feeling so confused

But I have to move on
I have to
Because this shit really makes me
sad and blue


dedicated to:
Geoffry D.