It’s just one of those days, people come unknown
Asking you questions, which anwsers can’t be found.
So I keep on brainstorming, picking up pieces of the past
It’s o so hard not to make a sound.
I don’t understand why she told me this yesterdag and not earlier
Now, there is just to much going on.
Want to forgive you for what you’ve done,
But you took me for granted. All the thing you did wrong....
I know what has to be done, got a difficult task
But I’m terrified just going there. Even worse: not knowing anything at all.
Changes might be small, but keep on asking myself what are the consequences
Sude I take a friend or go alone? It’s my call.
Let’s say I’m as healty as can be. Noting to worry ‘bout
But that’s just a small moment in life. What ain’t now, can be later.
Maybe I’m just blowing this all up
Can it all be in my head? This problem. Am I the creator?
These doubts make me insecure. Got to stand up and fight
Show them that the inpossible can be done.
I’ll be scared anyways, so gotta pull myself together
See a doctor. Get a test. Wait a while and put away the gun.
I’m the one who has the trigger. I’m the one who leads my life.
Still I’m the one affraid of die-ing. Teardrops on my cheak.
Want to be in control this time. It’s hurts like cuttings from a knife.