Love is the only thing that keeps me alive
Hate is my fuel to survive
Joy is the one thing that makes me smile
Life is the question that makes me wonder for a while

I can’t stop asking myself why I was born
I can’t stop thinking what is the meaning of life
Was I born to help other people
Or just to grow up and become somebody’s wife

Right now my life feels so empty
Wondering what is the difference between me alive or dead
Staying home all the time
Because I see people around me as a big threat

The feeling that people find me weird
That people don’t understand what I feel
Is so much bothering me
Just want my feeling to be free

Every day I have to find the courage
I have to find the strength
To keep my head up and survive
But now at this time I am afraid of my own life