I both bless and curse the day I first got to
know you, not only did you awaken a kind
of attachment I’ve never experienced before,
you’ve also shown me how empty I can feel.
Loneliness was unknown to me. Not hard to
understand considering I had no idea what I was
missing.. that is until I met you. Sometimes all I
can do is cry out of impotence..I feel like I’m
spending my life in a daze, unable to free myself
from it. My heart feels heavier every day.. though
one word from you is all the relief it needs.What if?..
is that one question I keep asking myself every
single day.. while I keep wondering how one person
can make me feel so wonderful and so damn miserable
at the same time. Still saying goodbye is not an
option..because there is one thing I’m sure of: this
pain I can bear, but there’s no way I could ever cope
with giving up the best thing that has ever happened
to me.