& my darling,
I tried to tell you what was on my mind but
you didn't have time for me,
your stuff was more important.
So I started dying inside,
but still I loved you & still i faught for you...
still after all you've done to me
& than you said you needed some time,
I told you that's fine, I'll wait right here.
Just call me whenever you need me.
& now, me the stupid cow is still waiting for you
and hoping you'd call! But I know I still don't hate you,
not even a litlle not even close, not even at all