lovelyness..
I know i've broken your heart today..
I really did it for you, cause with my feelings,
this couldnt last or stay..
I really admire the pureness inside of you..
I really love the good being inside of you..
I really hate, that i have to leave you alone..
but for me, this cant go trough..
I had to much pain and started to lose myself,
I wanted to give us another chance, but it didnt help..
I felt i was getting bitter and i couldnt give a d*mn anymore..
I dont want to lose the soft side in me, and that is what im sure off..
I really think you were here to teach some..
You showed me, how important family is,
I cant stop fighting for their happyness,
I cant be done..
Thank you for the strenght you gave me,
the trust in myself that I couldnt reach..
now its time again to fight for what i need,
a peacefull home, is the most important thing,
that i seek..
you will be in my heart, now tomorrow and forever..
with love,
marc