hello,
here I am again
I conquered some tears
I drunk some beers
I held on to the fears
and now I'm here
to show the world
I'M BACK after all this years


for months I held on to the light
i was to weak
I couldn't fight
i smoked
i drunk
i fell
i was a blady junk
but at the end
i realized
the world died
my world died
without you by my side
everyday i feel alone
everyday I scream on the phone
friends are lost in battled times
and now I don't remember my committed crimes
i lost myself in yesterday
like i wished you to stay
forever insane
like you used to call me
like you used to heal my pain
do you remember the day we met?
well, boy, you should know I did forget!
I forgot the time and space
I forgot my hometown place
drugs fucked up real good
and you messed with my mood
you drove my mad
you made me sad
you crashed the party in my heart
and i can't find the brandnew start
people don't forgive
'cause they have a life to live
and now I know you did
you brought me this shit
you put me in this mess
you fucked up nevertheless

I know I made myself to fall
'cause you never answered my call
'cause you left me here
and that was my greatest fear
so now I say
I'll be swimming miles away
I'll be leaving this part of my life
forever strong
forever to hold on
forever on my own!