searching in the chaos of my mind
for the truth that I’ll never find
black thoughts trouble my sight
ever searching for the light
to shine upon me
for I can not see
the problems I got in to
so hard to get it thru
lost thru wards an unordered world
where the truth always gets curdled
pain in my heart
for I’m a hopeless bard
with emotions I can not tame
burnin’ like a flame
from things I still remember
the ones who gave me my temper
see, whole the world looks damned
but music still be jammed