It hurts......
The pain of losing someone last's a lifetime,
it's that feeling you can't be mine.
It is there as long as i can remember,
and it feels like it will last forever.
You're character becomes dark,
with once in a while a spark.
Losing someone you love so much,
is losing control of you're life, getting out of touch.
You feel like the world has ended,
and it's like hell and you're stranded.
After two years i realise he is gone,
and you keep facing that on and on.
It's a feeling you can't say in words,
the only thing i can say is: it hurts.