If I must tell how I feel
and why I feel me like this,
I can't find the words to describe,
and either would not know how it comes

maybe it's just that I need somebody
which I love and who loves me in return
whom can put its arms around me
and comfort me and says to me

you're not alone'

but were can I find that person
in this village where alomost no
one really likes me, and the more
they like to see me get hurted

In a world, where I'm not part of
cause I'm unaccepted, seen as
someone not to speak with in public
only to abuse for their own good

where do you think I can find
the person that loves me for who I am
which place should I go to,
what can I do to find someone

Or should I let them see my pain,
my so called loneliness I'm facing
or will it, make things worser than
it already is and make it harder

to just stay hoping, that they'll
ever change, see what they do and
accept me, not think of the past
anymore and treat me like I'm normall

I just don't know it anymore...

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