Running, hiding, away from all my feelings, away from this world.
A strong pain beat my heart, escape from everyone, and escape from myself.
Walls around my heart, you’ve broken them, and I start loving you.
Love you like the way I’ve loved someone else once.
Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, so many thought flying in my mind.
Crying, screaming, but only on the inside, on the outside there’s a faking smile.
Always stronger then my friends, form the outside.
Helping everyone, time after time, but I’m standing here tired and alone.
It always them, I never thought about me, and I know I do, but it is too late.
No person will ever understand what I feel, every day the pain hate for myself always.
Just a little girl, almost thirteen years, ruined, for the rest of my life.
Don’t wanna trust someone again, if I do they hurt me again and again.