lost soul
All this people around me
but still i find myself standing alone
I try to reach out to my beloved ones
but I'm slipping farther away
don't know know if I can keep on smiling
because how hard I look I can't find a reason
scars are burning in my soul
reminding me how much I should hate myself
reminding me of all my failures and all the losts
I hate the way i feel inside
the rage ,the hate and the sorrow
are slowly eating me up
always broken broken by the memories
they are draining up all my energie
until just an empty barrel is left behind
I have lost myself