everyday I feel so bleu
cuz' my love belongs to you...

dear boy, three months ago you said goodbye
your words of anger made me cry
your mother took me in her arms
and in the evening,
you once again tricked me by your charmes

i cried a lil' more
i cried like never before
the days after were like hell
and i started hiding in my shell
i became sick, and there was no cure
my love belonged to you, that's for sure
but more fights came along
and I stayed, completely on my own
I got weaker every day
I kept praying for you to stay
but my friends didn't like you
so I didn't know what to do
everytime I saw you face
i began to scream and cry for days


you hurt me deep
my heart's for you to keep
our souls connected, i know
but i keep living in great sorrow
the pain won't go away
and Im forever afraid
you'll find love elsewhere
and I'll be alone out there

but the past week
i felt like a freak
last friday i saw you again
with my new boyfriend
i don't love him, and that's not fair
this guilt is hard to bear
i try to get over you
it's the hardest thing to do

and last saterday I kissed you again
I got lost in your touch
that was what i desired so much
but doubt is slipping in
and I don't know where to begin
i betrayed the boy that cares about me
but everytime i kiss you, i feel free
where are you now, my fire and flame
you're a nightmare and a shame
you're my dream coming true
plz, tell me what to do
i kissed you once more
it was the moment I waited for
cuz' everyday i think about your kiss
and how much that's what i miss


C, never again break my heart, never again tear me apart...