The day you said you wouldn’t stay
it was like a part of me was taken away,
my heart was torn apart,
missing you is too hard.
Was our relationship fake?
How much more pain can a man take?
I feel like a bird without wings,
a fish without fins,
like a predator without claws,
a centipede without paws.
I want to get drunk
so that my memories will be erased
and that I don’t feel chased
by these demons of hate
but I guess it’s already too late
when I realize that this is my fate.
Do I have to live with this dark reality
when I feel so lonely and empty?
When there isn’t anybody around
there is no noise or any sound,
so what’s keeping me here
besides sadness and fear?
How much I even try
I can’t stop the tears I cry.
I don’t lie
when I say I want to die…