i cut my self on this moment
i looks like of the angry is going out of my body
it feels damn good
i don't even feel pain
i go deeper with my knife
deeper and deeper
i think i'm going to far but i don't care
i cut myslef in my wrist, it's a very deep gash
my tears are falling down on the floow
i ask myself: why do you hurting yourself?
i answer my question
i want to be off this world
i want to be death
my wrist is bleeding, i don't stop
and i don't want to stop
i cut in my wrist till there's no way out
dear people my time is coming
it's tonight, i feel it, i feel weak
i'm lying on my bed and i close my eyes
i think i'm going to hurt much people
but's it's to late
i'm going to heaven
i see a light when i open my eyes
i see an angel who's waiting on me
i take her hand and i fly together with her to heaven
goodbye my friends
i meet one's deat, MINE!
i'm glad, i'm happy now
i don't feel pain anymore
thanks for everything
i'll be always on your heart i hope!