I don't want to believe in God
I find it difficult to trust someone I can not see
But when something goes wrong
I have to blame someone and it's not going to be me

Yet, I pray to this invisible man
when I'm filled with fear
and for some mysterieus or stupid reason
I find comfort and the feelings disapear

But maybe It's just inside my head
like taking the easy way out
Blaming a higher power
when i'm filled with fear, anger or doubt

But what if I alone
would influence what my life would be
nothing would intervene
no God, no faith and no destiny

I think i would
have lived exactly the same
and lived and learned like I've done so far
and not get ahead of the game

So god or no God
I don't care what the answer will be
We have the ablity to question Gods existence
and that to me means we are living free

D.d.H