you knew all the time
I was making so many mistakes
but you didn't tell
why?

I was just living my life
like a normal girl
but I was making so many mistakes
an you knew it

I thought I was doing the right thing
but I wasn't
so why couldn't you tell me?

my heart is mad
and says
you're bad
you should have told me
I hurt so many people
for nothing?

my head is sad
but understands
you
you were watching
cause you wanted
that I lived my own life
make my own mistakes,
discover everything
on my own

it was hard
for me,
for you
but it was right
and now I know
how to be me
and how to safe a life
I know
whats wrong
what isn't.

so thank you
for leaving me
thank you
it was the best thing to do

xox
Niki