silence
silence is a word an understanding between humans.
it's not something you can see or touch,
however it is something you can feel sometimes.
silence can be felled all around you ;
inside as well as outside.
you can feel it inside of you,
tumble and writh.
until you can't deny it anymore,
and you have to admit ;
that you are alone, again
always and ever.
always when i stand on that little spot of ours,
i just stare at the dark evening sky
and think of you.
and eventually i come to the point...
that i can't admit,
that everyone i ever had love for, ever cared about,
has left me.
they always did.
that was the most saddest moment of my life.
cause i couldn't live without them
but i had to,
because they couldn't live with me.
so i strangled myself to my last bit hope
that i had left.
you.
i hope you will never stop loving me,
because i will always be yours.