i'm done..

what is there more to give,
everything i gave was just a waste away..
every time i open up,
someone closes me again..
giving my heart to someone,
he breaks it and gives it back...
can't talk, can't explain myself...
i'm a closed book,
it's menthe to be this way...

what is there more to give,
when it doesn't matters anyway...
nothing left to lose,
and nothing left to give...
life had a meaning with him,
but now nothing matters...
can't open up,
and then when i finally try...
i get thrown away...
trust fades in people,
who will let me be me..
who will understand the closed person,
that i'am...

who can love me, without leaving me..
can't be alone again,
finally thought i could be myself,
but i'm always misunderstood...
no one gets the real me...
no dreams left to live for,
i quit, without seeing the finish...
i give up, i don't want it anymore..
it's done for me,
nothing left to fight for...





i'm done, i gave enough...
i'm tired, tired of this eternal fight..
still not sure if i'm fighting against myself,
or that reality is my enemy...
i apologise for myself,
being the closed person that i'am..
but if you would just took,
some time to try to get me..

i've given all, nothing left..
i'm my own mistake,
of fucking myself up...
take this life, it's nothing worth anymore..
i'm taking myself out of my misery...
no more sorrows more attached,
captured by frozen feelings..
it all doesn't makes sense anymore...

i believed in all those beautiful dreams,
but you broke them for me...
there won't be any new dreams,
it's done now...
no strength left to wipe away the tears,
no will left to move on...
game over......


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