The touch of influence..

I can’t believe,
That over a few weeks,
You’ll be gone..
Gone for so long, and never return..
To say goodbye again, to a loved one..
My best friend, Captured by drugs..
To be helped, to be saved,
Only for that reason you’ll be gone..
Another loved one, that soon will be gone..
I can’t miss you that much..
But why did you had to be so addicted,
To the touch of influence..
But why is it so hard to realize,
That you’ll be gone, forever..
The pain inside my heart,
Shows me that your still close to me..
I need to let go, but I don’t know how..
I should have to let go, many months before,
But I never could..
Maybe now it’s time, but I just don’t want to..
But why did you had to be so addicted,
To the touch of influence..
If you wouldn’t,
it all wouldn’t be thus bad and screwed up..
I feel sorry for you, at this age,
Being so far gone..
I apologize for never doing my best to help you..
I love you…


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Written by Crow.
For Sjonnes..
11- 12- 05