The Hardest Story…
This is the hardest story I ever told,
Unlike any other it has no happy ending.
In this story I am alone,
And I will never find peace.
Nobody will ever hear me,
Cause I don’t show this side of me.
This side is sad,
Never laughing.
My soul is crying,
My heart is full of tears.
Why can’t you see it,
I need you.
I try to smile,
It’s hard for me to do.
Cause I have no reason to smile,
My life isn’t anything to smile about.
All I ever wanted was a soul mate,
Is that so hard to find.
I’ve tried to find my soul mate,
But every time I got slapped in the face.
I fell on my face time after time,
And I always managed to get up.
But now I can’t anymore,
Have I given up.
I know I should try to get up again,
But I’m just so scared.
To get hurt again,
To get more scars on my soul.
But I want to smile again,
I want to be happy…