It’s hollow inside me
This emptiness
My brain feels numb
This loneliness

I feel lonely
I feel betrayed
I feel abandoned
I am afraid

I want to scream
out of anger and grief
but I’m too tired
to get relieved

No one has got time
to hang around
They’re too bloody busy
They’re too bloody bound

I feel like they don’t want me
like I’m not good enough
Maybe they think I’m too boring
or too bloody tough

I don’t think they know
how much they hurt me
with their ignorance
They’re shattering my fragile soul
like if it’ll always remain whole

I’ve had a lot of illusions
and I’ve been quite naïve
I’ve had quite some lessons already
although that may be hard to believe

I don’t want to learn anymore
I’ve been hurt enough
but I fear no one will ever see
that I’m not so bloody tough