Hope...

Hope can make you fight the strongest foe

But it can kill u as well

Believe me when I say I know

I’ve been trough a giant hell

I’ve hoped that certain girls would love me

Didn’t care what they all thought of me

All I do is hope for you

And try to cope with the things I do

I’ve hurt my own feelings over and over

Like giving away my last four leaf clover

Doing everything what it takes

To try and learn from all my mistakes

So I can look at myself straight

But all I can do is fight and wait

Wait when I feel down

Fight when I tend to drown

All I can do is try and fight

Until everything is all right

I’ve hoped that things would get better

But its like getting a chain letter

Spreading out more and more

Feeling all kinds of pain that I cant ignore

And I feel the need to run away

But I think its better to stay

And fight the problems until I drop

But even if I fail I will not stop

Until I can say

I am o.k.

And feel really great

When I look at myself straight