You never saw me when I cried,
You never saw me when I died on the inside.
You never wanted to see my pain,
You never wanted to see that without him I became insane.
You never wanted to see what was real,
You never wanted to see how I realy feel.
You always pretend I was alright,
But you never wanted to see I cried every night.
When I cried you asked me why,
But that question is a lie.
You know whats wrong,
I’m just not strong.
Not without him,
Not without the smell of his skin.
You have reached your goal,
You have tortured my soul.
You have took away my life,
You know that without him I don’t feel safe.
Now I only see him in the rain,
The only thing that feels my pain.
You will never understand my wish to die,
Because you can’t handle the reality you rather live in a lie.