Exit

Stuck in a room with no door
No window
Just a black widow
She wants to kill me even I am not here male
I don’t belong anywhere
Don’t belong to anyone
Born alone in this world so cold
It filled my heart with killing doubt
How the hell am I supposed to escape
Why did I allow you to rape my mind

I escape from your claws
Going to free my soul
I go away and I will never return
I pray for an exit out of here

Tired of being stuck in this nightmare
I can’t wait till I wake up and live again
But they fill me up with sleep
I can’t escape I can’t ask help
I can’t do anything I became useless
I have no will to fight anymore
Broken down so hard
So fast
So wrong
I cut my veins
See of they can keep me from fleeing this time

I escape from them
Going to free my soul
I go away and I will never return
I pray for an exit out of here

I scream to the blackened sky
I yell for a way out of here
I want no more pain
No more demons surrounding me
no more darkness behind or in front of me
I receive my answer from deep beneath
My wrists are slit and my heart welcomes death
A black gun becomes visible in front of me
My left hand grabs the gun and my finger can’t wait to be reunited with the trigger
I feel the heat from the burning bullet against my head even if it’s not fired of yet
Will I do it is this my exit I have been waiting for
My right hands says no and throws the devilsgun out of my devilshand
The exit isn’t in front of me just yet but the path to it has finally lit