Broken steps
And cracks in the pavement
Crushed walls and,
Piles of rock and trash
That’s how it’s like inside my head

Can’t always keep this smile on my face
My head is a mess
And so dangerous on bad days
Life is like poker
Keep my mask on
Otherwise they win and choke me

Broke a mirror today
Couldn’t stand the person staring back at me
Can’t take the pain, lies and shame inside this head
What people used to say to me,
Sometimes when I think of that
I wished I was dead

Broken steps
And cracks in the pavement
Crushed walls and,
Piles of rock and trash
That’s how it’s like inside my head

Had another fight today
I kept on screaming at my mom
Now the floor of my room is were I lay
They kept calling me dumb
I’m not stupid
I did my best
But now I’m laying on the floor with pain in my chest
Yes, I’m acting like a bitch
But you keep nagging and my head is full
I really need some rest

Cleaning up the mess
After I broke down
I started to smash up things
I feel like a clown
Crying on the inside
Laughing on the outside
Damn, I feel stupid
Can’t I do anything right?

Broken steps
And cracks in the pavement
Crushed walls and,
Piles of rock and trash

I think of the people who laughed at me
Who thought I could never do anything
Who kept calling me names
And making fun of me
I also think about me and my family
The fucked up things what happened
to my mother, my brothers, my father and me
That is everything what made me into this mess
My head is like
Broken steps
And cracks in the pavement
Crushed walls and,
Piles of rock and trash