Need to go in therapy,
Where I have to remember things I pushed away for for a long time.
She said I will feel fucked up for some weeks.
But the results would last a life time.
Is it worth bringing it all back up?
Talking about my big brother, beginning by the begin.
Telling what he did, how he fucked me up for about 10 years.
"Are you glad it stopped?"
Stupid bitch!
He destroyed me for a life time!
Need to kill him, cut his balls off!
Let him pay just like he did to me.
While I'm writing this I know it will never happen.
Of course I wanna break his jaws!
But he'll stay my brother..
One day we have to live at eachothers side.
But before that day I'll have my revange!